I Must Do An Initially Hurtful Thing...

Overall, these things make me sad... i fear i'm writing this in a foreboding misery... logic that I tried to mask by going with Mum and the kids to the park and speaking with the ducks and geese, nonetheless, I taught Hayheehoo at a young age to reflexively approach all encounters with frequencies, methodologies, and especially popular opinion or social sentiments, with a healthy level of skepticism. I also made sure she didn't fall into the destructive habit of 'disparaging' what she admired or aspired to, but could not attain... As such, she learned the positive methods of preserving one's integrity, and does not fall into the 'subconscious' traps of detrimental ego protection... She's learning the difference between identifying healthy dependencies, and detrimental dependencies(both material and non material)...like good spending and bad spending, and not just money, but more importantly, 'energy'. This goes along the lines of 'conspicuous consumption' (whether you have the means and especially if you don't), and moreover, 'Conspicuous Non-Consumption', which is the ironic high maintenance processes it takes to adhere to a standard of living that is contrivingly low maintenance and even dangerous to long term progress, in the hopes of achieving a childish idealism or fit into a retarded self-destructive image of common rebellion, or the romantic notion of virtue in absolute peasanthood , which is simply an equally fatal extreme. The only real equalizer amongst humans is first, the acknowledgement of one's current place and a reasonable forecasting of one's future potential, and thereupon, the optimizing of one's natural ability to generate progress in one's sphere of control; and Only in that sense, is man created equal... It's a difficult but important pill to swallow... No more blind handouts and handjobs... advocates of blind handouts to the supposedly 'downtrodden' or 'oppressed' don't even realize that one of the reasons why they feel this way is because they subconsciously 'look down upon them'... Hayheehoo does not, and her porcelain will endure far beyond my flesh...

She has no choice but to rip the head off of fairy idealism and shit down its neck...