Anguish: This is Why I Hurt...

Shaken out at 1.2776...a few weeks too early... Long 1 Million Eur/Usd at 1.2814... It was supposed to be a surprise for her, yet it went sour like wormwood. Eur/Usd traded as high as 1.3078, missed out on 264 pips. Missed net profit of:$26,400 on initial investment of $5000. Now I have less than nothing. The last thing I ever wanted to do was cause her pain...